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AnglofGod20
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Name: Christina
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Austin
Birthday: 11/27/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Sports but mostly Basketball, movies (HORROR!), hanging with friends and most importantly GOD!! =)
Expertise: Keeping secrets
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  AnglofGod20
Member Since:
5/25/2005
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| What I would give to show him a taste of what he puts me through everyday... | | |
| Im tired of crying.. Im tired of sheding so many tears over someone that isnt worth them... Im tired of sending him emails and letters in hopes that he'll respond... Im tired of getting on to the computer and the first thing I do is look to see if he's on.. Im tired of sitting here, waiting to see if he'll talk to me first... Im tired of watching him with other girls and getting jealous.. Im tired of trying to keep a frienship going.. Im tired of trying to make sure he sees me and maybe I'll cross his mind.. Im tired of thinking that it was my fault.. Im tired of thinking that it was me who lost something so great.. Im tired of trying to reassure myself that I am going to be fine.. Im tired of trying to put my heart back together.. Im tired of holding on to a hope that isnt there.. Im just.... tired of hurting....
I need prayers.. I need God to help me get over him.. I need God to show me that there is someone out there that will love me for who I am, my faults and all.. I need to forget.. I need to move on.. I need to feel like Im still worth something.. I need God....
I dont need your pity.. I dont need your "im sorry's".. I dont need you to tell me everything is going to be ok.. I dont need you to say you know what Im going through because you dont.... | | |
| Elijah is right.. I do need to update. It's been awhile since Ive posted something. I will have to admit that I have dedicated more of my time to Myspace instead of xanga. Shame on me, lol. Nothing has really changed. School is still pretty hard. I procrastinated on my first project and so was up till 4:30 this morning getting it all finished and then I got up at 6... yea so now Im like dead. Basketball has been going good, we started weights this week! I was so excited!! =) Sometimes I think Im weird... lol well I mean I think Im always weird, but when it comes to weights, hmm, I dont know how to explain it. But I LOVE lifting weights. In fact, my mom and dad think Im obsessed with it because everytime I lift a lot for my size. I always tell my dad how much I lifted that day if it was higher than the last time and then I flex for him and make him feel it. I like seeing his eyes widen when he sees how hard my muscle is.  But then mom *like all mothers* is always asking if Im lifting too much for my size.. cause usually I come home sore and shes like "oh my gosh, I knew you were lifting to much" But thats just moms... In the weight room, I think Im the hardest worker because the other girls dont give it like all theyve got. Dont get me wrong, they work hard and Im not trying to brag or anything but I just think I work harder.. ESPECIALLY when it comes to bench. Thats my favorite thing to do. =) What I really cant stand is when someone sees how petite I am, they atomatically think that I cant lift much... FOR EXAMPLE! At work a few days ago, there was this heavy bag of something... I dont member what it was *as usual* and some guy was walking by and was like "here, let me do that for you" Its not like this was a young guy either, he was older with gray hair and all... maybe he was just trying to be nice, but I seriously got the impression that he didnt think I could lift it because when I told him that was ok, I got it.. he watched as I did it and you could see the surprise on his face when I lifted it with no problem.. Some of the girls I know are like, "You shouldnt be so obsessed with your muscles and lifting weights and all that".. ok, I want you guy's honest opinion.. is it weird for a girl to love to lift weights, or for her to like when shes got big muscles?! ... *Just to let yall know, its not like Im gonna become some chick whos like entire body is nothing but muscle, you know, the ones who have that deep voice and their body looks like a guys... I think THAT is being obsessed* lol yea sorry, I just kind of rambled on there, but oh well! I do not like my job at all! I dont like all the running around and doing stuff, I would so much prefer to be a cashier. Or work somewhere else! lol, but its a job and it pays so I cant complain. I didnt get to go to church last weds because I had so much homework.. I really hope school doesnt start getting in the way of that because I love going to church! I dont know what else to talk about... lol.. right now though Im incredibly sore, hungry, and tired so Im gonna go! *bye*!! | | |
| Im not going to go into a whole bunch of detail... but for those of you that do pray... Please, Keep my in your prayers about this school year. There are a couple things that Im worried about....... | | |
| fill this out if you want, but BE NICE! haha 
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? and why not?
15. Do you want me, and if so in what ways (friend, boyfriend, fun buddy, fellow ninja, etc)?
16. If you had me would you ever let me go?
17. Is there a song that describes me to you, or about you and me?
18. When you know you're about to see me do you get giddy like a school girl?
19. What physically sticks out the most about me?
20. Are you going to put this on your board and see what I say about you?
21. Tell me what you think about me.
22. What do you think i would be very good at when i become old?
23.who do i remind you of? (celeb)
24. what do you think everyone know's me by?
25. whats the most disturbing thing about me?
26. are we more differnt or the same?
27. what do i call you?
28. have we done reblious stuff togethor?
29. have you ever been to my house?
30. have you ever been in my bed?
31. have we dated before?
32. if so, how long?
33. if i was a dog, what kind would i be?
34. what kind of vehicle do you think i will drive?
35. last one... how cool am I? (super cool, wicked cool, freaking cool, totally cool.. ect) | | |
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